please stay nearer

so the blanket of safety that covers me is
gonna come off soon.
but pretty much i like to wait around on bus stops
or street lamp corners
or cold breath feeling
so i dance in the yellow din of oncoming traffic
flirting with the safety of all of the young starving millions
once i see into the future i will know whats happened to me
in that time between birth and discovery
and ill yell it to the multitude
tell them what it is i know but no one will understand me
because i'm a half-cynic-user
so once i find the idea of the times, i will implant it into her brain
and she'll switch on like the night.
i'm staying up forever
til i see the day of light
or the night of day
see it creep thru the doorknobs, and grow, elastic over the neverending starlight that
caresses are deepness.
see, i thought about it too long, and i just want to make something for you to not make you
so anti-sleep disorder depressed. a remedy for the ages.
then i'll cut the locks.
and walk into the safe unhanded. frivolous with fright.
teaching everyone everything because it all really does mean something.
somethings are lies.
and you cant say what you've said
for it is a crime against the federal reserve bank.
entrenched in ironic gains of eastern religious movement.
all this dirt is pouring.
so please just take the wheel while i fasten your seat belt.
and wait for further instruction from the ever present gate watcher.
he knows what we need.
an electric shock to blow our minds.
so we know how to see
the road in front
until then i want to know something. let you know it as well.
but first
i gotta travel thru the angry hordes to find the lamp. put it on the rock.
then i'll smash mirrors in your favor as i search ever blindingly.
but i'll sing high. low.
then once its over.
i'll say to you
"you are the best thing i've ever seen" or "please stay nearer"